Rp-songs

[PirateOTC]

Alright... this might feel a bit like "spoiling the party", but I feel I want to post this, so I do

Music is and has always been a big part of my life, so naturally I relate sooo many things in my life to music. When roleplaying became a big part of my life, naturally there I found music that related to it.
In a "bad" way now though, whenever I hear music that I used to relate to the rp, it brings back memories that I sometimes don't want to think about...or more likely; I can't think about anything else than the rp's when I hear certain music and it'll prolly be like that for a long time and I have to face it.

Now though, after I quit the rp's, I relate a lot of music to that instead. You know the hell I went through and I found some consolation in music, as I found music that fitted when I rp'd. The music I relate to now though is kinda dark and depressing though.

These two lyrics are my top ones in this case. They're relating so much to my feelings I have and had after I quit rp'ing. Sometimes they give me hope, eventhough they're sad, and sometimes they make me sad. Either way, they're helping me in a way:


ADDICTED
It's like you're a drug
It's like you're a demon I can't face down
It's like I'm stuck
It's like I'm running from you all the time
And I know I let you have all the power
It's like the only company I seek is misery all around

It's like you're a leech
Sucking the life from me
It's like I can't breathe
Without you inside of me
And I know I let you have all the power
And I realize I'm never gonna quit you over time

It's like I can't breathe
It's like I can't see anything
Nothing but you
I'm addicted to you
It's like I can't think
Without you interrupting me
In my thoughts
In my dreams
You've taken over me
It's like I'm not me
It's like I'm not me

It's like I'm lost
It's like I'm giving up slowly
It's like you're a ghost that's haunting me
Leave me alone
And I know these voices in my head
Are mine alone
And I know I'll never change my ways
If I don't give you up now

It's like I can't breathe
It's like I can't see anything
Nothing but you
I'm addicted to you
It's like I can't think
Without you interrupting me
In my thoughts
In my dreams
You've taken over me
It's like I'm not me
It's like I'm not me

I'm hooked on you
I need a fix
I can't take it
Just one more hit
I promise I can deal with it
I'll handle it, quit it
Just one more time
Then that's it
Just a little bit more to get me through this
I'm hooked on you
I need a fix
I can't take it
Just one more hit
I promise I can deal with it
I'll handle it, quit it
Just one more time
Then that's it
Just a little bit more to get me through this

It's like I can't breathe
It's like I can't see anything
Nothing but you
I'm addicted to you
It's like I can't think
Without you interrupting me
In my thoughts
In my dreams
You've taken over me
It's like I'm not me
It's like I'm not me

FIGURE 0.9
Nothing ever stops all these thoughts and the pain attached to them
Sometimes I wonder why this is happening
It's like nothing I can do would distract me when
I think of how I shot myself in the back again
'Cause from the infinite words I could say I
Put all pain you gave to me on display
But didn't realize instead of setting it free I
Took what I hated and made it a part of me

(Never goes away)
(Never goes away)

[Chorus]
(And now)
(You've become a part of me)
(You'll always be right here)
(You've become a part of me)
(You'll always be my fear)
(I can't separate)
(Myself from what I've done)
(Giving up a part of me)
(I've let myself become you)

Hearing your name the memories come back again
I remember when it started happening
I see you in every thought I had and then
The thoughts slowly found words attached to them
And I knew as they escaped away
I was committing myself to them and everyday
I regret saying those things cuz now I see that I
Took what I hated and made it a part of me

(Never goes away)
(Never goes away)

[Chorus]
(And now)
(You've become a part of me)
(You'll always be right here)
(You've become a part of me)
(You'll always be my fear)
(I can't separate)
(Myself from what I've done)
(Giving up a part of me)
(I've let myself become you)

(Never goes away)
(Never goes away)
(Never goes away)
(Never goes away)

(Get away from me!!!)
Give me my space back you gotta just
(Go!!!)
Everything comes down the memories of
(You!!!)
I've kept it in but now I'm letting you
(Know!!!)
I let you go so get away from
(Me!!!)
Give me my space back you gotta just
(Go!!!)
Everything comes down the memories of
(You!!!)
I've kept it but now I'm letting you
(Know!!!)
I let you go

(And now)
(You've become a part of me)
(You'll always be right here)
(You've become a part of me)
(You'll always be my fear)
(I can't separate)
(Myself from what I've done)
(Giving up a part of me)
(I've let myself become you)

I've let myself become you
I've let myself become lost inside these thoughts of you
Giving up a part of me, I've let myself become you

[Jacksblackpearl]

Addicted from Kelly Clarkson right ? Great song

[Devyn]

My favorite rp song!

Just the Girl

She's cold and she's cruel but she knows what she's doing
She pushed me in the pool at our last school reunion
She laughs at my dreams but I dream about her laughter
Strange as it seems she's the one I'm after

Cause she's bittersweet
She knocks me off of my feet
And I can't help myself
I don't want anyone else
She's a mystery
She's too much for me
But I keep coming back for more
She's just the girl I'm looking for

She can't keep a secret for more than an hour
She runs on one hundred proof attitude power
And the more she ignores me, the more I adore her
What can I do - I'd do anything for her

Cause she's bittersweet
She knocks me off of my feet
And I can't help myself
I don't want anyone else
She's a mystery
She's too much for me
But I keep coming back for more
She's just the girl I'm looking for

And when she sees it me
On her caller ID
She won't pick up the phone
She'd rather be alone
But I can't give up yet
Cause every word she's every said
Is still ringing in my head
Still ringing in my head

She's cold and she's cruel but she knows what she's doing
Knows just what to say so my whole day is ruined

Cause she's bittersweet
She knocks me off of my feet
And I can't help myself
I don't want anyone else
She's a mystery
She's too much for me
But I keep coming back for more
She's just the girl I'm looking for

[PirateOTC]

jacksblackpearl said:

Addicted from Kelly Clarkson right ? Great song

^^ Yeah
And the other song is from Linkin Park

[Jacksblackpearl]

This one sorta suits my Giselle in Relive the Past. For the whole story that is still about to come:

If you please
If you want
Won't you take me in your arms
If you care, you really care for me
Why haven't you taken me in your arms

You belong to me
Don't you know, how rare this is
You belong to me
Don't you know oh babe

Are you saying I made it all up
I'm loosing my self-esteem
Am I ever going to see you again
I'm loosing my confidence

You're passing by
You're leaving me behind
All my dreams now up to the sky
Why not me
Is it her cause
Should have told me long ago

You belong to me...

Don't you know what it is

Don't you know that you're tearing my soul
How far do you want to go?
But I'll get up and walk on and on
I'm a different woman now

You belong to me...

Am I ever going find you out there
I'm loosing my confidence

[Jacky]

^ Aww, lovely lyrics. It really does suit the rp.. Jack hiking off all the time and she still considering him like.. hers. That's cute ;D

[Sarah]

I dunno, i kinda think this one suits jack

'I'm still here' (from disneys Treasure planet)

Johnny Rzeznik
I am a question to the world
Not an answer to the earth
Or the moment that's held in your arms
And what do you think you'd ever say
I won't listen anyway
You don't know me
And I'll never be what you want me to be

And what do you think you'd understand?
I'm a boy no I'm a man
You can't take me and throw me away
And how can you learn what's never shown?
Yeah you stand here on your own
They don't know me
'Cause I'm not here

(And) I want a moment to be real
Wanna touch things I don't feel
Want to hold on and feel I belong
And how can the world want me to change?
They're the ones that stay the same
They don't know me
'Cause I'm not here

And you see the things they never see
All you wanted I can be
Now you know me and I'm not afraid
And I want to tell you who I am
Can you help me be a man?
They can't break me
As long as I know who I am

I want a moment to be real
Wanna touch things I don't feel
Want to hold on and feel I belong
How can the world want me to change?
They're the ones that stay the same
They can't see me
But I'm still here

They can't tell me who to be 'cause I'm not what they see
Yeah the world is just sleepin while I keep on dreamin for me
And their words are just whispers and lies that I'll never believe

I want a moment to be real
Wanna touch things I don't feel
Want to hold on and feel I belong
And how can they say I never change
They're the ones that stay the same
I'm the one now
'Cause I'm still here

I'm the one ('cause) I'm still here
I'm still here, I'm still here
I'm still here, I'm still here

youtube.com/watch?v=--a7ipDlBUw&search=Disneys%20treasure%20planet

[Jacksblackpearl]

I know Ans, also just .. Jack will change and become even more into women and all, and she still thinks he's only hers

This one fits that rp aswell I think:

You light up another cigarette
And I pour the wine
It’s four o’clock in the morning
And it’s starting to get light
Now I’m right where I want to be
Losing track of time
But I wish that it was still last night
You look like you’re in another world
But I can read your mind
How can you be so far away
Lying by my side
When I go away I’ll miss you
And I will be thinking of you
Every night and day just ...

Promise me you’ll wait for me
’cos I’ll be saving all my love for you
And I will be home soon
Promise me you’ll wait for me
I need to know you feel the same way too
And I’ll be home, I’ll be home soon

When I go away I’ll miss you
And I will be thinking of you
Every night and day just ...

Promise me you’ll wait for me
’cos I’ll be saving all my love for you
And I will be home soon
Promise me you’ll wait for me
I need to know you feel the same way too
And I’ll be home, I’ll be home soon

Promise me you’ll wait for me
’cos I’ll be saving all my love for you
And I will be home soon
Promise me you’ll wait for me
I need to know you feel the same way too
And I’ll be home, I’ll be home soon

[Jacksblackpearl]

hmm I think this one is TOTALLY Any2006, especially when Jack and Giselle will get married :

And I would do anything for love
I'd run right into hell and back
I would do anything for love
I'd never lie to you and that's a fact
But I'll never forget the way you feel right now,
Oh no, no way
And I would do anything for love, but I won't do that
No, I won't do that

Anything for love
Oh, I would do anything for love
I would do anything for love, but I won't do that
No, I won't do that
Some days it don't come easy
Some days it don't come hard
Some days it don't come at all, and these are the days that never end
Some nights you're breathing fire
Some nights you're carved in ice
Some nights you're like nothing I've ever seen before or will again

Maybe I'm crazy, but it's crazy and it's true
I know you can save me, no-one else can save me now but you

As long as the planets are turning
As long as the stars are burning
As long dreams are coming true
You'd better believe it, that I would do

Some days I pray for silence
Some days I pray for soul
Some days I just pray to the god of sex and drums and rock 'n' roll
Some nights I lose the feeling
Some nights I lose control
Some nights I just lose it all when I watch you dance and the thunder rolls

Maybe I'm lonely, that's all I'm qualified to be
That's just one and only, the one and only promise I can keep

As long as the wheels are turning
As long as the fires are burning
As long as your prayers are coming true
You'd better believe it, that I would do
Anything for love
And you know it's true and that's a fact
I would do anything for love, and there'll never be no turning back
But I'll never do it better than I do it with you. So long, so long
I would do anything for love
Oh, I would do anything for love
Oh, I would do anything for love, but I won't do that
No, I won't do that
No, no, no, I won't do...
But I'll never stop dreaming of you ev'ry night of my life, no way
I would do anything for love
Oh, I would do anything for love
I would do anything for love, but I won't do that
No, I won't do that
[Girl:]
Will you raise me up? will you help me down?
Will you get me right out of this godforsaken town?
Will you make it all a little less cold?
[Boy:]
I can do that
I can do that
[Girl:]
Will you hold me sacred? Will you hold me tight?
Can you colourise my life, I'm so sick of black and white?
Can you make it all a little less old?
[Boy:]
I can do that
Oh no, I can do that
[Girl:]
Will you make me some magic with your own two hands?
Will you build and emerald city with these grains of sand?
Can you give me something I can take home?
[Boy:]
I can do that
I can do that
[Girl:]
Will you cater to every fantasy I got?
Will you hose me down with holy water, if I get too hot?
Will you take me places I've never known?
[Boy:]
I can do that
Oh no, I can do that
[Girl:]
After a while you'll forget everything
It was a brief interlude and a midsummer night's fling
And you'll see that it's time to move on
[Boy:]
I won't do that
I won't do that
[Girl:]
I know the territory, I've been around
It'll all turn to dust and we'll all fall down
Sooner or later you'll be screwing around
[Boy:]
I won't do that
No, I won't do that
Anything for love
Oh, I would do anything for love
I would do anything for love, but I won't do that, no I wont do that

[PirateOTC]

^^ awww that's such a nostalgic song for me ;D