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Post by Nikki on Feb 10, 2007 18:00:56 GMT
I love Cassandra's thoughts, they're so awesome ;D
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Post by Daz on Feb 10, 2007 22:35:11 GMT
ANY 1792 "Thats amazing." I smile at Giselle.. "Though.. I dont know how someone like me would ever be bold enough to take on such a challenge. I wouldnt know where to start. Fear has quite alot of controll over me at times, I guess." I look down into a rock pool beside me. Theres a small fish caught in it from where the tide has left it. It swims around it circles. It reminds me of me. I was brought here without question and left in tis town to go around in circles. I learnt my boundaries long ago and they are my walls. Im too scared to run away. To go further inland.. into these people that though ive grown up around.. I know nothing about.. And then there's the sea. The sea that I watch from my windowsill. The sea that gives me some hope of freedom. But i'd never sail. I dont know how. I like to imagine that one day I'll find a group of friends that will sail with me. And stay with me. Because what's the point in being Free if you cannot share it with others? I'd love to share it. And now maybe.. just maybe.. ive found those people. Ive known them for two days. I barely know them at all, to be honest. But ive never had friends like these before. I look up from the rock pool and back to Jack and then to Giselle and Ana.
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Post by Nikki on Feb 11, 2007 2:21:45 GMT
High Tide:
My heart gives a quick jump when my eyes fall upon the old volume of Shakespeare. It seems to be waiting for me always when I want to forget it the most. Taking it down from the shelf gingerly, I don't read it, but instead flip through the pages once more as I had earlier, running my fingers over the pages and admiring the softly-aged yellow quality a book gets when it's been loved for many long years. And then I truly know I am witnessing a memory. How exactly could Jack and Cassandra's love be so different than mine and Jack's? Ours is the soft and bittersweet kind of love that can sometimes hurt the worst. And theirs was. . . Theirs was different to tell the truth. How exactly they could love eachother by brutally beating the other down is a guess I won't venture. And another that I won't dare to explore is why and how Cassandra can be so horrible. She does look like one girl who, if she chose to, could be friendly. Very rarely. True enough that a sassy Spaniard like her could be distracting enough to a man like Jack. . .but little do I care to admit that I have subtly changed Jack in many ways. Things I swore I'd never change about him are gone now, like complete ruthless logic- I have stumbled across a man who knows right from wrong. . .but doesn't entirely play up to it when it doesn't suit him. And now more often than not, he is considering what's right. That is slightly unsettling. . . Also that I'm not all that I used to be, either. Sure I haven't given in to the easy way of speaking, and sometimes like today I pay for things instead of stealing. . .but for Jack I have learned to always look my enemy in the eye, to keep a steady hand when steering, and to always look to the horizon when I think I have lost my way.
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Post by Daz on Feb 12, 2007 16:07:43 GMT
^^ Yay cool posting Any2006; JackI realize that she doesn't have a play to stay even here.. which is weird, cos I thought she'd been here for a while now. Or didn't she say that? Are they really on the streets? For real? I look down to my cappuchino. It used to be the other way around. I remember how they found out. And how I broke down, in the bathroom at school. And she talked to me while I was shaking with anxiety. How she held me, eventhough she was younger and smaller and couldn't protect me from nothing. But she tried. She crouched beside me and put an arm around my shoulders.
"Listen to me.. We care about you and we dont mind if you have to stay with us.. when it comes down to it, you should just be thankful for the friends you have, the friends that dont give a damn about being 'cool' or making a statement. ..oh honey stop shaking, youre not well.. listen to me. We can't do this alone. We need you. We'll always need you. I'll always need you."I look back to Anouk now. Mature, and she seems to have hardened. But it's Anouk. "..Let me pay for a place to stay or whatever." I tell her. "...I still owe you." Anouk:I turn to him, tears in my eyes. ".. I never expected anything in return. I did all of that because You were my friend and because I loved you. Not just because I expected you to give me money. Or gifts. Or anything. I did it out of friendship. And that friendship dosnt exist anymore. Youre a stranger, Jack. I dont know you anymore. The Jack I knew was nothing like what I see infront of me. I prefered you without the money and the trophy-girlfriend." I sigh a little reaching up to rub away a tear.. "My life is nothing. Sorry, superman.. but youre just too late to save me." I head out of the door.
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Post by Devyn on Feb 12, 2007 16:23:55 GMT
^^ Aww, that makes me sad and I don't really know anything about that rp. I'd been looking for this quote for a while. Finally found it. Alex:Alex put her hands around her own throat, remembering how that dark Thomas had been choking the life out of her. Was that love? Was that their misinterpretation of love? She fingered her neck sorely. Oh god... I need this misery in order to survive. I need this hate and this suffering. I need Thomas to be anything at all. To be the creature I am, I've always needed him... or Luke... someone that can hurt me more than I can hurt myself.
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Post by Daz on Feb 12, 2007 16:27:08 GMT
woah, thats pretty intense your rp's are so much darker compared to ours, lol
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Post by Devyn on Feb 12, 2007 16:29:20 GMT
Yeah *waves* dark, morbid rpers this way! Man... I'm bored...
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Post by PirateOTC on Feb 12, 2007 18:03:21 GMT
woah, thats pretty intense your rp's are so much darker compared to ours, lol *crawls into the darkest corner of the rp-board and continues with her twisted plots* :devil:
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Post by Nikki on Feb 13, 2007 1:45:35 GMT
Those are all beautiful posts in their own way, guys.
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Post by Jacky on Feb 14, 2007 13:40:27 GMT
Okay this probably isn't funny to anyone but me.. but yah. Jack: "F*ck you!" Anouk: "No dont fuck me. I dont wanna be fucked by someone that can't make lasagne."
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