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Post by Jacky on Jan 14, 2007 15:19:41 GMT
I let her go. It's late by now, but somehow I don't feel like retreating to the cabin. Not at all. So I go to the helm and I dismiss the crewmember steering.
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Post by Jacksblackpearl on Jan 14, 2007 19:53:50 GMT
That night I fall into a lightsleep, a sleep in which I dream a lot. About Jack, and me when we were younger. The first night that we ever got drunk. Kids. Playful. Harmless.
I kissed him that night. My first kiss. His first kiss. He hated it. Acted weird. I think I fell in love that night...
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Post by Jacky on Jan 14, 2007 21:20:42 GMT
When it's long past midnight I'm still updecks, alone, and silent. I'm sitting on the steps to the helm. The wheel is secured with a rope, and I'm looking at the dark water thoughtfully
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Post by Jacksblackpearl on Jan 15, 2007 14:19:29 GMT
I'm still asleep, sometimes waking up from the dreams I have. But I don't leave the cabin, especially not at nighttime..
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Post by Jacky on Jan 15, 2007 18:29:13 GMT
I'm wondering how to solve this, basically. Which quite seems impossible at the time. "Dammit." I mumble at the dark of the night. (if you're here..  I'm not! Studying  ) |
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Post by Jacksblackpearl on Jan 15, 2007 18:31:31 GMT
(hm, call me when you get on, if you still do that kind of stuff..)
~Next morning ? or shall we skip to when we almost arrive at the Port where they'll be hold captive soon because of his ex-wifes family?~
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Post by Jacky on Jan 15, 2007 19:58:23 GMT
Either works fine for me |
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Post by Jacksblackpearl on Jan 15, 2007 20:06:58 GMT
Three days later our journey is over, we're almost entering the port.
I go updecks and look around, I see the port and a small smile comes upon my face..
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Post by Jacky on Jan 15, 2007 20:15:25 GMT
I'm at the helm again, my eyes fixed on the land ahead.
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Post by Jacksblackpearl on Jan 15, 2007 20:24:15 GMT
I have a small bag in my hand. In there I have the most necessary things. My brush, a couple of clothes and some money that I found somewhere  I lean on the rail and watch the land approach. This will be where my new future has to be. Eventhough I am scared of a future without Jack, a future on my own and with a lot of possible failings, I still feel that it is better then to stay here with Jack. I've had nightmares the last two nights, all because of one foolish mistake of him. I wish this could have been different but it's not ant it won't be. |
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I'm not! Studying 
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