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OUATIM
Nov 13, 2005 10:24:00 GMT
Post by sandsagent on Nov 13, 2005 10:24:00 GMT
I lean back on the couch not even bothering to answer him. I need pain relief, drink, drugs alcohol anything. I could hear myself moaning in pain. I wanted to stop but I couldn't control it.
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OUATIM
Nov 13, 2005 10:25:17 GMT
Post by Hannah on Nov 13, 2005 10:25:17 GMT
i return with the bandages and hand them to my brother. then i sit down and watch him put the bandages around the wounds..
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OUATIM
Nov 13, 2005 10:29:16 GMT
Post by sandsagent on Nov 13, 2005 10:29:16 GMT
I really as starting to wonder if i'm losing my mind, I can't think straight. I need control, "I throw shapes, set them, I watchem fall, I never saw it coming.....my eyes........." I mutter to myself.
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OUATIM
Nov 13, 2005 10:31:18 GMT
Post by Hannah on Nov 13, 2005 10:31:18 GMT
i look at sands first and then at my brother ".. go and get something strong.." i nod and get up. its probably a good idea..
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OUATIM
Nov 13, 2005 10:34:03 GMT
Post by sandsagent on Nov 13, 2005 10:34:03 GMT
I can hear them talking but their words make sense, it's so dark I don't even know what's real anymore.
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OUATIM
Nov 13, 2005 10:35:15 GMT
Post by Hannah on Nov 13, 2005 10:35:15 GMT
not much later i return with a bottle of rum. i open it and hold it for sands to take. then i realise he wont see it.. i sit down next to him and put it onto his lips, waiting for him to start drinking
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OUATIM
Nov 13, 2005 10:38:45 GMT
Post by sandsagent on Nov 13, 2005 10:38:45 GMT
I feel something touch my lips at first I try to back away, I don't know what it is, then the liquid touches my lips and I drink it quickly hoping.
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OUATIM
Nov 13, 2005 10:40:01 GMT
Post by Hannah on Nov 13, 2005 10:40:01 GMT
i watch him drink. he drinks very fast.. i guess he has a lot of pain. i look at my sister and then at sands.. this isnt good. we should really take him to a doctor
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OUATIM
Nov 13, 2005 10:42:44 GMT
Post by sandsagent on Nov 13, 2005 10:42:44 GMT
"no! No doctors, the last thing i ever saw was a fucking doctor. No...i'm not going to a fucking doctor!" I yell.
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OUATIM
Nov 13, 2005 10:44:22 GMT
Post by Hannah on Nov 13, 2005 10:44:22 GMT
"calm down.." i mumble and take the bottle away. he had enough rum for now.
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