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Post by Lana on Feb 19, 2006 16:53:06 GMT
(( ANS, HAN -- I LOVE yer new sigs!  they're beautiful!!! )) |
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Post by Jacky on Feb 19, 2006 19:50:52 GMT
((Aww, I just said the same 'bout your sig/avatar in the TFT thread ;D Thanks!)
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Post by Lana on Feb 19, 2006 19:56:39 GMT
( *huggles* we all updated our RP-sigs and avs  ) |
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Post by Hannah on Feb 19, 2006 20:10:11 GMT
(I LOVE YOURS AND ANS ASWELL! ;D ;D ;D *grouphug* .. and no ans, not the smilie one  ) I swim over to him and sit down next to him. I stare at the opposite wall for a moment and swallow hard. |
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Post by Lana on Feb 19, 2006 20:12:37 GMT
( haha ;D thanks! ;D )
I am still surrounded by the infuriated Gods, but no one says anything... the silence is so tense that I bet I could cut it with a knife... I gulp slightly, feeling very uneasy now...
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Post by Jacky on Feb 19, 2006 20:15:36 GMT
"Bloody hell, Faith, I wish I could hate ye." I say truthfully. How much easier would that make things? I hate the fact that they didn't keep to their promise, and I hate the fact that Faith went along with it.. I hate the fact that I ever came to love this woman, which now keeps me from being purely angry with her.
I look aside and meet her gaze, "Will I find her?" I ask, "Eventually?"
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Post by Hannah on Feb 19, 2006 20:17:03 GMT
I keep looking at the wall and swallow. "Have faith.. and you will.. the path to your goal is layed before your feet.. you just have to open your eyes... and see it.."
I bow my head a little and look at the blade.
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Post by Jacky on Feb 19, 2006 20:29:06 GMT
"The path?" I snort, "I wouldn't have minded a gesture towards the right direction, love." Once again both of us fall silent, Faith looking at the wall on the opposite side of the room, and me turning the ring that's around in my middlefinger. The situation is tense, true enough.. partly we're destined lovers, devoted to one another.. and partly I hate her as much as I manage for tricking me so easily. Maybe I hate *myself*, for *trusting* so easily again. Have I not learned my lesson when I lost me Pearl? Why do I even allow myself to trust anyone?
I sigh as I realize that's not fair though. After all, Faith did what she could. No matter how much as it seems to be, she did not betray me. And she never would. But neither is she allowed to show me my path and guide me over it..
"I heard these words once.." I tell Faith, looking up and turning my head in her direcction, "Tis called the Captains Prayer." Pausing for a moment, I then tell her the words; "Courage, Captain, do not stumble though thy path be dark as night. There is a star to guide thee. Let the road be dark and dreary and its end far out of sight. Face it bravely, strong or weary. Trust your heart, and do the right." I pause again.. and looking from Faith to the wall ahead I admit something; "I always hoped you'd be the star to guide me. Turns out that was naught but false hope, aye? Cos my star just failed to shine."
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Post by Hannah on Feb 19, 2006 20:51:36 GMT
I look at him, feeling the tears sting behind my eyes so I stare back at the wall again. "I would love to be your star.." I whisper.
The wheel of fire that was taken off my neck a few minutes ago is back. and this time it is more heavy then it ever was.
Guilt
Shame
Pain
Hate
Love
Lonelyness
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Post by Jacky on Feb 19, 2006 20:56:07 GMT
"Then be my star." I say, turning to her instantly. I put a hand on her shoulder so that she's forced to look at me, and as our eyes meet our gazes are locked together. "Please." I ask her, for the first time realizing how close we are to eachother.. and how the flame of passion inside of me gets ignited once again - *despite* the fact that I should hate her. By god, I should never have gotten so close to her for my sanity's sake.
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they're beautiful!!! 
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