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Post by Daz on May 2, 2008 20:33:24 GMT
"If its worth my while?" I turn to look over at him
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Post by captsparrowslady on May 2, 2008 21:02:59 GMT
I sigh again, "I'm not... not really.. not really a... a sociopath." I admitted, "When I was a kid, I was always teased and picked on so I developed a sense of sarcasm and wit to combat the teasing. When I went to college I majored in psychology, with a specailization in abnormal psychology. That's when I decided to... develop the symtoms of a sociopath. I always wanted to work for the CIA since I was a kid, so when the CIA had me analyized by a psychologist, I knew exactly how to act, what to say, I was a text book case." I told her, "I've been pretending for so long, it's become second nature."
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Post by Daz on May 2, 2008 22:18:08 GMT
"Well maybe its time to find reality again. I mean, we'll be stuck here forever... no better time than the present."
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Post by captsparrowslady on May 2, 2008 22:22:01 GMT
"Problem is, it's being a sociopath that helps me cope with the killing we have to do in this job." I said, "And, if I'm really honest, a blind spy? We're uh... we're seeing how well that's working out." I smirk, "All I'm good for is showing up when it's time for a shoot out with the bad guys."
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Post by Daz on May 2, 2008 22:23:27 GMT
"Well you have a lot to sort out. One, being your personal issues, and Two being your retirement."
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Post by captsparrowslady on May 2, 2008 22:31:58 GMT
"I don't want to become some lazy old blind guy with stories the grandkids, if I ever have any, don't believe and just think grandpa's a crazy old guy." I said, "I'm only 33.... I'm not old enough to be retired!"
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Post by Daz on May 2, 2008 22:33:03 GMT
"So find something else... find a girl, go settle down and be happy, If you even understand the meaning of the word."
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Post by captsparrowslady on May 2, 2008 22:37:02 GMT
"All I've been doing is surviving. I don't even really know what it means to live... at least to live in a world I don't have to constaintly watch my back and sleeping with a gun under my pillow or going outside with a minimum of 6 guns strapped to me." I smirk.
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Post by Daz on May 2, 2008 22:38:56 GMT
"I'm sure it would be easier to do once you'd got used to it. If you've never tried, of course it seems difficult... just as difficult as this line of work seems to the 9 to 5 office workers in New York, y'know?"
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Post by captsparrowslady on May 3, 2008 6:30:31 GMT
"Yeah... This was my first real job." I smirk, "I went to college at 18, graduated at 22, during which time I had enlisted in the army reserves... never had to do anything except a few training boot camps a month. I quit the reserves and joined the CIA the day after I got my degree." I said, "I've had the same job for 10 years now."
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