Post by alldrenched on Oct 21, 2009 4:11:23 GMT
Stella stared up through the pink tinged water, her hair floating in open swirls until full, the blood rinsing out. She sat up, she found that she could last minutes on end under water, and it was disconcerting. She pulled the long chain to drain the water once again.
If anyone could do this alone, if anyone knew enough that they didn't need a master, a teacher, it should be her. She thought about this, her fingers working thoughtlessly against her forehead as she stared at the draining water. When it swirled into nothingness she plugged the tub back up and let the cool water pour around her.
The water was mesmerizing and when at last, on her fourth bath, the water remained clear and didn't tinge with the blood that had once coated her she stood and dried off with several of the plush towels that filled the bathroom, hanging off of hooks and set on shelves.
This was the pain of being a fledgling, that her thirst was already burning her once more, that she felt both helpless and horrifically strong at once, and that she was lonely, that loneliness hung on her.
She sat on the edge of the bed and pulled on one of the dresses she had ordered up. When she was finally dressed she dropped the bloodied one out off of the balcony, tied in a plastic bag, and she thought about Rowan with the obsessiveness of a vampire and a young woman.
Stella could remember every word Rowan had ever spoken to her. Rowan's very business like coldness and confidence was at the root of Stella's hate. Rowan never melted into softness and femininity for Stella of course, and that, it seemed to Stella, was the only reason Michael and Lestat could love her.
Stella was going mad with this hate, every hurt she could think up she could blame on Rowan too easily, and every pain boiled in her. If it weren't for the dazzle of city lights that engrossed her she would have thought of nothing else. This was the kind of madness that could consume a young vampire, the kind of madness that could last centuries, and she should have known it, she should have held back from the brink.
(just wanted to resuscitate this)
If anyone could do this alone, if anyone knew enough that they didn't need a master, a teacher, it should be her. She thought about this, her fingers working thoughtlessly against her forehead as she stared at the draining water. When it swirled into nothingness she plugged the tub back up and let the cool water pour around her.
The water was mesmerizing and when at last, on her fourth bath, the water remained clear and didn't tinge with the blood that had once coated her she stood and dried off with several of the plush towels that filled the bathroom, hanging off of hooks and set on shelves.
This was the pain of being a fledgling, that her thirst was already burning her once more, that she felt both helpless and horrifically strong at once, and that she was lonely, that loneliness hung on her.
She sat on the edge of the bed and pulled on one of the dresses she had ordered up. When she was finally dressed she dropped the bloodied one out off of the balcony, tied in a plastic bag, and she thought about Rowan with the obsessiveness of a vampire and a young woman.
Stella could remember every word Rowan had ever spoken to her. Rowan's very business like coldness and confidence was at the root of Stella's hate. Rowan never melted into softness and femininity for Stella of course, and that, it seemed to Stella, was the only reason Michael and Lestat could love her.
Stella was going mad with this hate, every hurt she could think up she could blame on Rowan too easily, and every pain boiled in her. If it weren't for the dazzle of city lights that engrossed her she would have thought of nothing else. This was the kind of madness that could consume a young vampire, the kind of madness that could last centuries, and she should have known it, she should have held back from the brink.
(just wanted to resuscitate this)