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Post by Hannah on Mar 9, 2006 22:10:31 GMT
I look at his face, searching for an answer for this all. Is he telling me this.. to hurt me the way I hurt him.. or is he telling the truth?
I lean my head against his shoulders and keep crying
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Post by Jacky on Mar 9, 2006 22:22:37 GMT
"...F*ck it." I mumble, resting my head on top of hers and embracing her tightly. I close my eyes and take a deep breath. How the hell can I possibly pass up on this?
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Post by Lana on Mar 10, 2006 19:18:10 GMT
( poor Jack tough choice )
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Post by Hannah on Mar 10, 2006 19:27:42 GMT
"aye.." I mumble and swallow hard. I look up at him, feeling totally helpless. I want to help him so badly to make his choice.. but all I do all the time is fuck up everything.
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Post by Jack on Mar 10, 2006 19:43:10 GMT
I look down to her beautiful face, and as I do I realize that I long made my decision.. I can see in her eyes. The sadness, the struggle to remain cheerfull despite it all.. it tells me what I didn't want to realize yet. The choice I had to make, I have made a long time ago, even before someone ever *made* me choose. I devoted myself to my ship, and it will remain that way forever. Faith knows it.. and I've known it as well. I just hadn't agreed with it yet. But I will, sooner or later.
So this is the last time, then. The last time that she stands in front of me, the last time I get to embrace her.. and I feel my heart be torn apart. Or what was left of it, anyways. I can see more tears well up in Faith's eyes, as she apparently realizes that *I* understood. That my choice is made.
"...I'm so sorry." I whisper to her, hearing my own voice waver.
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Post by Hannah on Mar 10, 2006 19:46:20 GMT
I burry my face in his shoulder for a moment, before I look up at him again and run with my thumb over his lips, before placing a soft kiss onto them. It is the last time. He made his decition and he must not be helt away from his ship. He loves here more then any girl on this planet and that is the way it has to be. He will forever love the ocean.. as long as he will breath. I am the ocean.. He will love me.
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Post by Lana on Mar 10, 2006 19:52:33 GMT
( )
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Post by Jacky on Mar 10, 2006 19:54:50 GMT
After she gave me that single soft kiss on my lips, the last remaining bit of my resistance falls apart. It IS the last time, I realize... And for f*cks sake, I love this woman as much as I need air to breath. So shoving all my thoughts about Scarlett, sense and faithfullness aside, I wrap my arms around her and suddenly catch her lips in a *real* kiss, filled with the love and passion we held for eachother, but were never allowed to give in to... (don't shoot me lana. I love ya. )
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Post by Lana on Mar 10, 2006 20:08:51 GMT
( haha, I won't shoot you maybe )
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Post by Hannah on Mar 10, 2006 20:16:26 GMT
For a moment I hestiate, when he actually kisses me back, but then it is too late already. I feel my own lips move against his and close my eyes. Too long have I wanted these lips. Too long I wanted to feel him against me again.
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