|
|
Post by Jacky on Mar 15, 2009 20:15:00 GMT
I don't know whether to be angry at her or relieved by her phonecall. I go outside, through the backdoor into a secluded area where there's no paparazzi or anything. It's pretty cold outside by now.
"Anouk." I respond very lamely, not sure what she wants me to say.
|
|
|
|
Post by Daz on Mar 15, 2009 20:22:24 GMT
I purse my lips, unsure about what to say.. I'm worried that when I open my mouth I'll begin to cry again.
Slowly, I take a breath.. "I.. Uh.."
|
|
|
|
Post by Jacky on Mar 15, 2009 20:23:29 GMT
"You could've come to me you know!" I blurt out, being drunk enough for some random outburst. "Didn't have to run off, for fuck's sake. I didn't do a fuck and you just left."  |
|
|
|
Post by Daz on Mar 15, 2009 20:27:16 GMT
... Oh shit, he's out of his head..
I pause again... "I.. I couldn't find you." I mumble, "You kept running off, everytime I found you."
|
|
|
|
Post by Jacky on Mar 15, 2009 20:29:40 GMT
"I was right there for you to find me, don't make stuff up." I frown.
|
|
|
|
Post by Daz on Mar 15, 2009 20:33:53 GMT
"No you wern't, Jack. I.. ugh, Listen, I can't argue with you now, I can't. You know what you did. Why are you being like this to me?"
|
|
|
|
Post by Jacky on Mar 15, 2009 20:35:27 GMT
"Because. I. Didn't. Do. Anything!" I stress the fact again. "Listen, Natalie kissed me. I didn't know she was gonna do that! I pulled back and that was it, okay?" I sigh, leaning back against the wall. Fuuuck.
|
|
|
|
Post by Daz on Mar 15, 2009 20:39:29 GMT
"If that's true why do you feel so bad about it. Why are you shouting at me? Calm down, honey, please."
I'm worried about him, really worried. He could pass out or throw up at any moment.
|
|
|
|
Post by Jacky on Mar 15, 2009 20:41:12 GMT
"I'm shouting at you because you were drowning our kid in alcohol, and walked off without knowing what was going on and.. more stuff." I tell her, frustrated. It's not like I'm the only bad guy in this story. "Why am I the only one who's being accused of stuff when you started with the fucking-up?" |
|
|
|
Post by Daz on Mar 15, 2009 20:46:42 GMT
"Why the hell did you think I had the need to drink in the first place, Jack? You were getting more and more intoxicated and not even caring that I had to just stand around and watch you ignore me with all those other people. Is that what you need to spend an evening with me? Do you NEED to get drunk in order to have a good time? What was I supposed to think Jack? And anyway, I barely had any alcohol at all. There was barely any in that drink. I needed to escape for a while you know? You're acting like I'm the bad guy, here. When I'm the victim, I'm always the god damn victim! My life is HELL at the moment. It took a lot for me to go out tonight. And all you could do was... drink and drink."
|
|
