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Post by Jacky on Mar 15, 2009 20:55:04 GMT
"Fuck you!" I frown hard, now that we're back at the oh-woo-me-my-life-is-so-horrid stage. Why does she think that life is so much harder for her than for anyone else? When she's basically got so much that others have to lack? What the.. fuck it.
"If I make your life such a living hell, then don't fucking bother with me." I'm really urged to hang up right now, and turn my phone off for the rest of the evening.
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Post by Daz on Mar 15, 2009 20:58:51 GMT
"That's not what I said." I frown, "You always say that, but it's not what I said at all. I love you, for fucks sake! You just don't make things any easier. Because.. because deep down you're still some wild teenage boy. You can't help it. You just.. never grew up! Grow up, Jack!"
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Post by Jacky on Mar 15, 2009 21:00:38 GMT
"You grow up! You've got everything a person could ask for you and you still whine because it's not good enough. I'm not the kid out of the two of us, Anouk. You're the one that's never satisfied!" Uuughh this conversation is too much. I just wanna put my phone in a glass of whiskey and let it die a happy death there.  |
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Post by Daz on Mar 15, 2009 21:03:41 GMT
"You're an idiot. You're so fucking SELFISH. You only do stuff like keeping me around so you don't feel so bad. But you couldn't care less really. You just proved that! You know all that shit with Tristan, you know I find things hard, but you don't even stop to think about how that must FEEL."
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Post by Jacky on Mar 15, 2009 21:06:00 GMT
"Ever wondered how the rest of the world feels?!" I snap back at her. "Jesus, you're not the only one living a fucked up life, Anouk. Do you think I wanna lose Tristan any more than you do? Or that you're the only one with a history? Well guess what, life fucks us all!"
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Post by Daz on Mar 15, 2009 21:09:24 GMT
"Oh yeah, because becoming a complete junkie was so stressfull for you. Like.. noone else in the world has ever gone through drug abuse. There isn't a rehab for the shit I've gone through, Jack."
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Post by Jacky on Mar 15, 2009 21:12:07 GMT
"Hey, thanks Anouk." I say sarcastically. "I'm glad you know exactly how I function, and point out that I know nothing about you. So happy we cleared that up."
Fuck her. Like being a junkie was the worst. Did she forget the dead wife, malfunctioning family and jailtime? She's just being a bloody wonder tonight.
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Post by Daz on Mar 15, 2009 21:19:05 GMT
"Jeez, is sarcasm all you can reply with? Do you have nothing intelligent to say to me? God, you don't even CARE. Or maybe you're just too drunk to understand. Sorry to be a little emotional, alright? Sorry for being so damn upset with you. I do happen to be pregnant with YOUR child. I'm not in the best of conditions to begin with."
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Post by Jacky on Mar 15, 2009 21:22:48 GMT
Being drunk as I am, that totally lands the wrong way. Or smacks me in the face, more like it. Cos the way those last two sentences sounded to me, it's like she just told me I knocked her up with a problem greater than life itself. A kid from me.
I don't say anything. I'm pretty much speachless with that low blow. Instead I just stand there, angry, and confused, and upset, and very drunk to make it all even worse..
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Post by Daz on Mar 15, 2009 21:27:59 GMT
"I'll talk to you in the morning. I hope your mind works then. Listen.. I'm sorry, Jack. I really am. And I just hope that you're the slightest bit sorry too. I love you, honey. Just.. there's so much going on now. I'm sorry, okay? I'll.. I'll see you.. soon. Bye."
I put the phone down.
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